[Amigo~Friend~Kawan~朋友~Nakama] by Jason Yong

There's a lot of stuff in my mind lately.I haven't been able to think straight(not that I'm a gay,k) for quite a bit.Through this life I've suffered a lot;the ups and downs of life are tough even for the mightiest warrior out there.Nevertheless,I'm still alive here,safe and sound.Back at All Saints,with the nostalgic faces of the teachers.So I was flashing back my memories,to the day before,to the past.Through the bitter&sweet moments,I remembered what a teacher of mine(thanks,Mr. Ejal) said to us,about appreciation.So today,I'm gonna do something significant in my life-by professing my appreciation to every each one of you out there.So here it goes..

Adrian Ho-You motherfucker..how long has it been since we're friends?I still rmbr how u cried for ur mom at pri sch..pfft,what a sight!=P..& Sorry for all the arguements we had,brudda..sorry for saying 'adrian is a lin c '..

Mahira-Adui,sejak bangku sek rendah lagi kita berkawan..byk memori manis dan pahit di st agnes kan?terima kasih krn berkawan dgn saya..

Melanie Chin-Oh my..this is probably my longest friend ever,other than my childhood friend.Pri 1-present,wow.Hw long's that?Yeah,u're the 1st person I've ever given a kiss on the forehead I think -.-".Funny when I think hw u were the queen bee in pri sch =X sori nyway if i've ever been a nuisance to u..and thx fr being my longest friend to date =D!

Stella Chung-WAH!THIS ONE EPIC POST.NGONG QUEEN IN DA HSE.hahahaha,omg omg it's ur turn..my my..hah,sorry if i've ever make u feel tat im such a jerk in anyway..and thx fr bringing me laughter ALL the time i talk wif ya..hahaha

Wai Kin-gt stella=gt u,no stella=no u.we ngong tgr,laugh tgr,cipet lao! HAHAHAHAHA it's been fun wit u all,u knw..everytime i hang around wif the 2 of u,cfm laugh til tears come out.lol,miss tat time.im sorry if i've done something wrong,bad,or jz not right on u..sorry,my fren.

Elton-YOU!FLYING KICK ON THE KARATE MASTER!i still laugh off my ass when i recall hw u lied to amrita during pri 3,OMFG LOLOLOL!man,dude..we fought a lot,we laughed a lot..u're my brudda til the end,just so u know.thx bro

Rezza-Ah..the game consoles freak( $_$").Rez,i'm sorry for always teasing ur size.it must have been hard on u.i've no idea wad izit like to be one,so i'm really jz offending ppl randomly..sori for all the insults,and thx fr being a fren of mine thruout my youth :)!

Aslan-Dude,SORRY,SORRY fr dirtying ur comp wif my porno history,LOL.i hope u didn't get into trouble wif ur parents for it,really sorry.Oh,and ur BTC's food rawkx!

Chang Vun Hiung-tai ko..aiyo..i stil rmbr we had tis stupid fight over something stupid in the library in our F2 yr..geez,funny if u think hw childish we were...or perhaps jz 'I was'.sori for the bad memories,and thx fr stil acknowledging me as a fren.

Emily Vun-haha vun siew tinnnnnnnnnnnnn...we also knw each other quite long liao hor?even our parents knw each other alot (-_-").sorry if i ever offended u,and thx fr always being thr fr me ^_^

Antony-Baris,baris sedia.Salute!ah..antony..ur the...uhm...sarjan corporal...??i duno wad rank r u,but it must be some ass-kicking one..haha.sori if i offended u in someway w/o realizing it..

Arvina-hellloooo babe.nt much to say here,u're jz sweet as u r.

Dovina-ahh.dont worry.much to appreciate since we're in the F6 nw.thx fr stil being my fren til nw since pri sch!:D!

Nastashyia-er hem!heh,sup,1st love?thx fr letting me get a taste of wad it is like of bein in luv,haha.hope ur doing well rite nw,n sorry i wasnt a gud bf.

Janani-omg omg omg it's jo!hahaha!hav to thx ur father fr delivering me..on the other hand,im sorry if i ever made u feel bad or anything tat way..and thx fr keeping in touch wif me ^^

Roshini-Yeah,hi the hottest indian female among my indian frens.hahaha..sorry if i ever make u mad b4,really sorry bout em.thx fr showing me what a true smile is(yeah,u have a sweet and honest smile all the time),=P.

Andrina Tay-ooooooohhh amelia's sister..geeezzzz u were annoying last time!and im sure i was one,too,to u.nyway,sorry for being an annoyance to u,but i jz wan to let u knw,that u r actually v nice n sweet..w/o ur "eesh jason..shutup la u" of cos hahaha.

Alvin Ong-ahh,alvin..halo132(wtf maple)..u and adrian dragged me to the world of no-lifer T_T hw cruel...haha..so,im sorry fr looking down on u in many ways..fact is that,im jz envious of u in A LOT of ways i guess..even til the end of the day of SPM,we didn't talk to each other...hw dumb i was fr not apologizing bk then.i really regret it,and fr it,i once agn(altho i've done it on msn...it wasnt a gud one),with all my heart,sincerely,apologize to u my dear friend.I'm sorry.

Jonathan Yee-Man,you..i tell u..u gt nth better to do on msn izit?playing wif C.Bala's photo?HAHAHAHA anyway u've really been a great help in many ways..bt sorry tat i've brought troubles to u..sorry man.oh btw,MUD!KIP!MUD!KIP,LULZ

Gloria-Ohh..adui,gloria.u gt such a nice pair of eyes,bt i nvr get the chance to tell u tat..nw u r...somewhr at kudat izit?no idea..miss ya a bit nw.sorry fr always making u cry last time..-peace-

Shafiqah-Yo the timid yet hot one.good yet bad,ur awesome in many way...uhm,sorry that i 'mo ni pi gu' last time...hope tat u dun rmbr it by nw.and sorry fr being such an eyesore to u..i knw i've been 1.w/o much doubt.jz saying a sincere sorry here nyway..

Wamaivicca-Sista,sorry if ur 'vicca' is spelt as 'vica',couldn't rmbr much bout tat part,lol >.< ok,an early apologize fr the name,and nw fr the mistakes i've done thruout our long frenship since pri sch..sorry fr making fun of ur surname last time,it was very insulting of me to do so..im so sorry,hope u'd frget bout tat matter..(stupid of me to brought tat up,but..ah well,im sorry!)

Joseph Voo-Ouch!Bro,u slapped me =(!!ok i knw it was my fault to begin with,cos i provoked u to do it ._. so cannot blame u on tat.sorry anyway fr the troubles i've caused to u..sorry fr all the 'yerr hw come jason so lc d oh' feelings..sorry taiko!

Ong Ching Ruey-HOLY FUCK STAR WARS CAPTAIN!okok sorry fr stil teasing u over star wars stuff.k,i knw,i shud grow up.SO,fr that,i'll say my sorry here..fr making fun of u..fr fighting wif u during F3..sorry sorry and sorry!

Carlwin-HAHAHA TAI LIN NGONNNNNNNNNG!geez,the mastermind behind all the sins we've done!LuLZ!k,i dun rmbr offending u..or perhaps i did,w/o realizing it.so im sorry if i've ever made u angry,feel bad about me,or think tat im jz a no-good fren..and thx fr the fun in da class in F5 XD!

Faiz-yeowzer,Faiz Maming!ah,u always treat me on something,and i've yet to repay ur kindness.really grateful fr the things u've given me..and sorry if i've ever been a burden in wadsoeva ways..sorry if i've ever insulted u..sorry

Marie-HI GOD.did u listen to my prayer last nite?hahaha..oh b4 i forget,i jz wan u to knw that u have a very nice pair of eyes..they jz take my breath away sometimes.k,enuf bout tat.nw fr the sorry part..sorry if i have been such a prick to u..if i've been an annoyance..sorry fr all tat.hope tat u'll forgive my sins.A-marie-men.

Edward-hahaha,edward lim..adui,sitting beside u has turned me crazy.bt nevertheless,it was fun.we did a lots of evil stuff tgr in the class ;P bt anyhow,im stil sorry fr the arguements we had..sorry fr the bad things i've done..

Alan-alan...aiyo,u're a headache sometimes..(mayb most of the time for some ppl,i've heard of it).nyway,it was fun at ur hse,tgr we planned our evil strategy on elton..LOLOL.sorry nyway fr the 'lin c' time i gave u..

Fong Fah-Ahhh!the guy tat lives across the street!hahahaha..u've been a great help in times,giving me a ride home on occasions..hehe!bt still,im sorry fr being 'lin c' towards u sometimes..(mayb most of the time,sorry dai lou)..as fr nw,i wish u all the best in Aus.gl&tc!

Jason Hiew-Eeeeeeeee no.1 jolin fans!hahahahaha..u've been such a good friend to me jason..(ok i feel weird calling my own name here,lol..like im some doppelganger or something o_o) bt sorry fr always teasing ur body size..hope u dont mind it..and thx fr visiting us the other day! =D! come agn on this saturday;it's D-day,the bazaar xD!

Zhen Bin-Mr Bin!hahaha u're such a guy,too awesome to be described as a regular friend.i rmbr that i hit u once on the back in F2..im terribly sorry bout tat incident..and thx fr ur delicious breads when we needed them! XD ur breads all spell wonderful.hahaha

Sarah Chen-mmhmm..sarah,the one with the attitude =P kay kay jk la haha.let's c..hmm..sorry fr making u cry in F4..really din mean to make a girl cry..i was a lil carried away i think..sorry..gomen ne..and thx fr being my friend even til nw..appreciate it a lot,thanks..

Christabel-Sup,the holy one?hahaha i stil rmbr hw extraordinary u were in F1,shouting across the class!LOLOL!haha..im sorry anyway..for always making u angry..calling u 'biz-your-wax'(sorry,til nw i've no idea wad izit or how it is spelt)..and fr bad-mouthing bout ur church..(jesus,sorry bout tat!)..ultra sorry!

Amir Khairi-oh my allah..kau la sahabat baik ku brudda..4chan rulezz!hahaha..amir,the hi-tech guy!thx fr all the gud stuff i get frm u,including the hot blues..(LOL JK) hahaha..tapi saya minta maaf kalau ada tersilap/terkasar..im really sorry for that part of me..-peace-,hope ur doing well in Lab.

Audrey Chin-hmm..sorry if i've ever been rude to u in anyway..or making u feel tat im such a 'fan' guy..dui bu qi

Tham Cin Yee-Class monitor!zomg u were ferocious..geez,a nightmare to us naughty boys in 5A..other than GPC of cos.so..i jz wanna say sorry fr the problems i've caused in the class that troubles you..(&jonathan,lawl)..and thx fr taking care of us all this while! ^^

Lam Fei Teng-ooohhh the sleeping beauty..sorry fr always teasing u when u wakeup and scold us to keep us quiet..and thx fr being such a beautiful girl;so tat we can c liang moi even in our class,lawl.

Mariel-hahaha mariel oh mariel..the way u laugh jz amuses me..lolol.nt tat im saying it is bad,jz tat it's kinda funny..so anyway,sorry if i've ever been a problem fr u..nw tat u're with...er hem u know hu..i wish uh 2 all the best,haha!xoxo

Edlina-hmm..nth much to say to you..you're timid,but you're a good person with good heart.so thx fr being a friend of mine ^^ appreciate ur acknowledgement.

Siti Maryam-yaheeeeeeeeeeeeeee siti..hello!lama x jumpa kamu dah..x tau mana kamu skrang..tapi harap2 kamu masih ingat sape saya..& jika ada silap dan salah,mohon dimaafkan mahupun luaran ataupun dalaman..

Filzah-yosh,filzah!another otaku like me!hw to say..u're such a well-mannered person..good characteristics and blah blah blah,ur good points are endless xD ..and i hope u're a forgiving person as well,cos im sorry if i've left u with bad memories of me..

Desiree-hey there!sorry bout the teases on your name in the past..hope tat u'll b able to let it go..im so sorry..and thx fr befriending wif me ^^

Natasha-hi natashaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~mana ko skrng?x jumpa ko lg dah..harap ko masih ingat akan sia di sini..maaf kalau ada tersinggung & terkasar..sia tau ko seorg yg pemaaf..jadi harap boleh dimaafkan sepenuhnya^^

Amanda Lee-WAZZUP MY NEMESIS,ARCHENEMY!LOLOLOL.ok din mean to use tat as an intro,but i jz couldn't help it,hehe.there's too much to be sorry bout..between u and me..so i jz sum it up to one big apology-I'M SORRY!!and thx fr being my fren(i hope im stil one nw)

Goh Pik Ching-HAH!iit iishh y0urr tiime n0wxz??myy dearr Pik Chinqqx!okok i dont twit..just so u know,i'm deeply,madly in love with you.=X!hahahaha ok im jk..or not,i duno.c 1st,by 21.lolol.so er...sorry dear pik ching,if i ever..- wait..sorry that i ANNOY you..and make u angry at times..bt stil,i wan to let u knw,that u're a very good fren..a 1337 fren indeed!LMAO

Amanda Kheng-KHENGGGG oooooohhhhhhhhhhh...shall i compare thee to the summer's day?ok,FAIL.malaysia aint gt summer.hahaha..so anyway kheng..im sorry fr calling u a NUN(LOL),sorry fr making u angry ALL the time..sorry fr making u worry bout me(if u have..i'll b _>sorry in advance.lawl


Last but not least,I wanna thank all my friends that are god-knows-where-now..Awizan,McAlister,Asri,Nadia,Asilla,Hamzad,Michael,Timothy,Yogie,Ryan,Aniq,Sheela,and the rest that I've not mentioned..

[You all shaped me,you all made me to who I am today,and I'm extremely grateful of that.Without all of you,my friends,I am nobody.I don't know why am I doing this right now-it might have been too late for me to say this now.But at the very least,I just want to sincerely,with all my heart,apologize for the wrongs that I've done.I'm sorry.At the same time,I would also like to express my gratitude towards those who have made me,those who've made Jason Yong.Be it the naughty Jason,the flirty Jason,the Ngong Jason--whatever silly name you may come up with,please carve it onto your memories as I don't want to be forgotten and only to be remembered by some as a reprobate ='( .With that,I end this..uh..thingy here..thank you for reading it,and please do leave some comment if you would like.]p/s:sorry if I sounded a lil emo.mayb im jz not gud wif words :O